Working at Best Buy makes me feel ugly. Literally. Not dirty (not dirty as in "mind in the gutter" but literally dirty) like at White Rose. Just ugly.

Now don't go off telling me that everyone has inner beauty and all that shit. I'm just having a moment. Let me rant and then I'll be okay, lol.

Argh, and it's all because of said asshole at work. Everybody is so condescending, and it doesn't help that I'm practically the only female working amongst a smatter of males, most of which are Chinese - not that that's really relevant, but I know for a fact that most Chinese males are highly judgmental. Don't pin me for racism or anything, because there are most definitely a handful of Chinese males out there who are decent people, but many of them are so stereotypically...I don't even know the word for it...horny? I don't know. Whatever.

I know that it shouldn't matter to me what other people think of me, especially people who don't know me.

Gah. It's just a matter of a huge blow to my self-esteem. I'll recover eventually.

:: Emily 12:09 AM [+] ::